Belly watchin

You all will know soon that the horses are leaving. Will try to get last time pics. Heart not in it. Donna can fill everyone in.

So sorry to hear that Jonna, sending hugs and prayers your way.

They are leaving tomorrow. I just can't seem to take pics. Not even going up there. Had to yesterday and was crying cuz the foals missed me. Someone send me a miracle. I could really use one.

Where are they going? Can you visit them?

Our broker is coming Tuesday at 6:30. I don't know where she's taking them. I have so much crap going on here Lorie it's sickening. At last I didn't drop any more weight. Down to 114. 6 lbs in three days. Helluva diet. And I'm so tired all the time.

Not sure on the protocol in this situation but can u ask where they are going?? Hang in there Jonna and please take good care of you...Prayers are with you

Jonna, so very sorry for what you are going through - it must be tearing your heart out.

I know Curt is still there. Make him step up. YOu need help, and he needs to pull his weight.

I will find out where they are going. Curt is around but once the horses go...? My nervous breakdown has now turned into anger and hostility. I hope the 2 of them get what they deserve. My kids are ruined. I was so messed up yesterday with other crap I wore mismatched shoes all day. Yeah, I'm unhinged. But boy I will get even. Karma come on.

Sorry I haven't been here. Pc threw up last Saturday. Using a friend's right now. Still have Stormy and Zumi.
Wanted to check in so you guys know I'm ok. I am hanging in there. It is hard. I am going to most likely lose my house to the creditors if I can't do a short sale. Market is very bad now. I have lost 8 lbs since June 21st and I know more will come off. I am smoking like a fiend. But I have no news but I will try to get back on here Thursdayish. I am going to see my lawyer. I can't seem to get past this anger and hostility. I never had it before. Talk again soon.

Good to hear from you Jonna... I think i speak for quite a few people when i say you have been in our thoughts and prayers..It is hard but try to make the anger work for you not against you and you can get through it!!

Well, I have someone now, I think that will take my mind off of the anger. Wow, he is a hottie.....and only 39. Hope he hangs out a while....

Just got my laptop back yesterday so I will post later. Off to work, yes I am still hanging in there.

Still alive and kicking. My pc took a crap a couple of days after I had it fixed. Using a loaner. Nothing to report. Still trying to sell stuff in hopes I may somehow buy a house with my ruined credit. I have a little over $14000 hidden so far. I finally got Curt's address as my son broke down yesterday. Brakes went and it got towed to his lovely townhouse. Yeah. 2 1/2 baths, central air, fireplace...(Lorie is freaking out, I an hear her). Yeah how bout that. And here I a wondering where the hell I am gonna go with my kids.
Will be packing and moving stuff out as soon as Curt empties the storage trailer I have. Filled with his crap and he has alot of stuff here. But I am ok. The kids are still very angry as I am also. My weight seems to be holding at 110 but I weighed myself yesterday and I think it is trying to drop a bit again. I am trying hard to find a way to groom when I leave here, my patrons are furious. Everyone is trying to help in their own way, my sharpening guy didn't even charge me for what I sent him. I cried from the lovely note he sent. So keep praying everyone. I think it may work.

Jonna, I've been away so just caught up on your situation.So sorry to heart about your troubles It sounds like there's some hope so keep well and stay positive, if you can.....It sounds like in the long run you may be better off without Curt
We are all thinking of you......
Merryl

My hope is that you get settled and then Curt gets dumped.. Ha.

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha... Love it Lorie. I will be better off, been trying for years. I have just been thru so much shit, it's disgusting. But I had a wonderful first date last night. Went to Musikfest in Bethlehem Pa. Not too far from me. You can google it. It's a big deal here. 10 day music festival. Alot of free venues. When my date took me home he was showing me how to always find the north star. He raised up his finger to show me, found it, and a shooting star shot right past it. We were like wow....must be Karma. So that was really special. Interesting huh? I will take it as a sign for better days to follow.

Is this little Zumi...he has grown so big and strong!!!!!!!! and very handsome

Yup, that's him in his winter coat. He always knocks his bucket off the fence. Got a bit of a belly. His head is way above mine now.

Looks like he loves his ball

Very cute ...looks like he's having fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

Merry Xmas Zumi

And Happy New Year too Hey, does Zumi mean something? Can't remember if someone's already asked.